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My party was truly wonderful. I loved every minute of it. I am so grateful to everyone who was able to come - thank you. Especially those of you who came such long distances. Also a huge thank you to those of you who sang or did readings or spoke. And thank you to those of you who helped set up, decorate and made the hall look beautiful. And a very special thank you to my bible study ladies without whom the whole thing wouldn't have been possible. I will treasure the memories in my heart.

Photos taken by my lovely photographer Zara are here
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Unfortunately my week since then has been a bit yuck! I have had a yucky throat infection which turned into a cold. I haven't had a proper cold for 2 years so I can't complain but i have been proper poorly. I don't seem to have any resistance to fight so it makes me feel very yuck and also makes me sick. Ugh! This then affects dialysis and I am then poorly in dialysis. Still hopefully I am on the mend now and looking forward to feeling much better next week. I think I might go back to trying to avoid bugs again - I am not ready for them yet!

The coming week holds a peaceful weekend after last weeks very very busy one. It was SO lovely to have everyone home and we all fitted in very nicely although I think the house felt it was bulging at the seams! On Sunday I cooked roast dinner for 8 of us quite an achievement after a party for 70 the night before. But it was lovely to have all my children and partners around the table and Kitty. We then watched strictly from Saturday evening - a perfect combination, roast dinner, strictly and family. It won't be quite the same watching strictly on my own this weekend. I am off to the cinema on Monday morning with a friend - purple hat thinking! I will feel very naughty being at the cinema on a weekday! Hopefully some catching up on house tidying after being ill all this week. Also some cooking - we have had make do and mend meals this week. I can't believe we are nearly at half term it has gone so quickly. Paul and I are planning some nice events for the next few weeks so that we have nice things to look forward to as it gets colder. A trip to see the Degas exhibition at The Royal Academy and a visit to The Royal Opera House to see Manon - a ballet. Lovely!

Hope you all have great weekend plans - which should include Strictly of course! My girlie is off to Cornwall - I am so jealous!

1 sleep and it is here. So much to do today I hope I have the energy to get it all done. Still feeling slightly anxious that it will all go ok. Not sure what can go wrong but you never know. I have a plan and many lists so everything should be fine!

I have now needled myself with both needles 4 times. Yesterday I managed even when the nurse couldn't do it - yippee! I just wish it wasn't quite so tricky. It certainly tests my patience - not at all sure why I am now writing like this!!!! I can't seem to change it. And now it has mended itself - oh well.

I have had a full week with lunch with a friend, shopping by myself, tidying, washing, housegroup and dialysis. I am still having headaches after dialysis which is making life a struggle on those days and I am usually sleeping 2 hours in the afternoon and then sleeping at night. My blood results after dialysis are very very good and my blood results even before dialysis are good too. This is great as it continues to mean that I don't need to change my diet yet.

Next week looks busy too. I am having lunch with a friend and coffee with a new friend. Chloe is staying until Tuesday which is very lovely. I am hoping to get on with some of my new projects which I have started and then stopped! I need to be thinking about some Christmas crafts too. All lovely! I will also have lovely thoughts about my party to hold onto to get me through the cold winter.

Hope you all have great weekend plans - treasure each day my friends.

2 sleeps and I am excited. Looking forward to seeing everyone. Hope everything is now sorted - just tomorrow to finish things off as Saturday I have dialysis. I am making lists of my lists - maybe not a good sign!

We have a full house for the weekend too so tomorrow I have cooking and bed making and bible study. A busy day. What fun. I am so glad to be able to do it. Please pray that dialysis goes well on Saturday and that I feel ok on Saturday night.

3 sleeps - it is getting very close! Very helpful flower lady wired my gerberas for the party. They look beautiful. can you guess the colour - oh pink of course!! Hoping I have got everything I need.

4 sleeps - it is getting closer. I am beginning to feel excited about it. We have tablecloths thankfully - it has been tricky!

Consultant had to go off quickly today so seeing her in a week or 2.

5 sleeps. Countdown to my end of treatment party.

I have been having bad dreams about it - hall double booked, no one bringing any food, people i don't even know coming and joining in the singing - and they couldn't sing and make a terrible noise. Much too squashed in my parents house (oh by the way my parents have died and someone else now lives in their house but we seem to barge in and expect it to be ok) All in all a disaster - i am hoping that none of that is true!

I am looking forward to seeing those of you who can make it, for those who can't I will try and take photos or give the job to someone else.

I am seeing the renal consultant tomorrow - maybe she will have a bit more info about home dialysis.