Yesterday I managed to tidy my desk and found my cards in a safe place! That is about all I achieved. I continue to struggle with energy levels as my blood drops again. It is feeling like a long haul now. I just want to be better - knowing that the operation will knock me back a bit. I want to return to work and my life return to normal. I am ok really just frustrated.
Today I have dialysis with D. I am sure we will discuss weddings and clothes and hats etc....
Yes, definitely grey today. But met a young man yesterday who was homeless and that put me in my place sure enough! Read this today in one of my devotionals "When Jesus was hanging on the cross, deserted by men – and, seemingly, by God – the crowd cried out: ‘He trusts in God. Let God rescue him now’. If God had delivered Him, maybe the crowd would have taken it that God was pleased with Him, but what they didn’t know was that God had a bigger plan. It is along this line that the solution of suffering and adversity will be found; when God does not deliver it could be because He is doing something better." I love you just as you are, but if the finished product is going to be even better - WOW! xxx
ReplyDeleteHard to hold on for the bigger plan some days!
ReplyDeleteI can't even begin to imagine how hard that is. But one thing is sure - there is a plan and the One who holds it can be trusted xxx
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