So this week - I have felt that we are back into something that looks like a routine. My days have felt full and I have been steadily busy which is good. Dialysis has been fine and this week I haven't felt quite so rubbish afterwards. I have been taking various tablets at various times to see if it helps. I am cooking all our meals now - which is good as Paul is much busier with work. I am enjoying trying out new things. My fingers have improved slightly and I am able to hold a needle for short periods so have been sewing a bit and I am able to knit for longer times again.

Still no news about my scans so I am assuming that they are all fine. I am sure I would have heard by now if not. I see the consultant at the end of October.

Last night I heard that one of my 'blogging' friends is on her journey 'home'. She has been an inspiration to me in the way she has coped with illness and pain with such joy. Her words about choosing joy have influenced greatly how I have tackled my illnesses. She is very young and has spent the last few years of her life in her flat unable to go out at all. But her trust in God and her overwhelming joy in life is remarkable. My thoughts are with her family and friends as they say goodbye - for now.

I continue to find joy in each day - I am amazed about how much there is to be joyful about. I am content with simple things and thankful to be surrounded by people I love who love me. Life is good.

Autumn seems to be appearing fast. Cold mornings and darker evenings. Although I will miss the sun I look forward to fires and blankets and snuggling down. Strictly and Downton Abbey - lovely.

Chloe and Ed have been camping this week in Wales - the weather has been variable but they seem to have had a wonderful time. They are off to a wedding tomorrow and then Chloe is home for a week with us before returning to uni. I am looking forward to spending the week with her - hopefully some shopping, cinema visits and sewing together.

Josh and Debz come home this weekend for their first visit as a married couple - the logistics are proving tricky - both families wanting their time. Poor Josh stuck between everyone! Nothing is simple! I feel sad that is becoming so difficult to be together as a family. Please hold your children tight and appreciate your time with them now. It goes so very quickly.

I hope you all have wonderful plans for your weekends.