I think I need some more sunshine - I have had enough of grey days. Please could we have spring now! I continue to struggle just wanting to be well. I think I need to learn to be content with how I am now. Accepting my limitations and being grateful for all I have and all I am able to do. So often my plans out way my energy levels. This means that I go to bed not having done all that I wanted to do. This is OK I just have to accept that I can't always do all that I want to do.

I have a busy day today, coffee with a friend, visit to the library to return books, finding my floor in my bedroom, some tutoring, some pancake making, and Anton and Erin at the Hexagon tonight. I am hoping to have enough energy for it all - a sleep this afternoon will be necessary I think. See already I am planning more than I will be able to manage! Before I was ill I packed my days with activity - and now I just have to realise that I can't pack them so tight - I need to leave some air in my packing!