So 2 years ago this is what I wrote -

So here we go my first blog post. How exciting!

I have decided to blog to keep people informed about my new adventure.

Yesterday I was diagnosed with breast cancer. (It gets easier to type that the more often I do)

It wasn't too much of a shock as I had thought that would be the outcome of the tests I had last week.

By the time I went for the results I had thought every thought it was possible to think and just wanted to get on with it! I felt very peaceful despite what was happening. (thanks, I think to everyone's prayers surrounding me)

So the journey begins - I have more tests to come on Friday an ultrasound scan of my abdo and a bone scan on 7th June. Then seeing the oncologist to discuss my treatment plan. Looks likely to be chemo first for 4-6 months. Not looking forward to the side effects - although we are discussing a change in hair colour and style!!! I have always wanted long straight black hair - what do you think?

I have been overwhelmed by everyone's messages and prayers - thank you.

I am holding fast to the hand of the creator of the universe - how amazing is that.

Do you not know? 
Have you not heard? 
The LORD is the everlasting God, 
the Creator of the ends of the earth. 
He will not grow tired or weary, 
and his understanding no one can fathom.

²⁹ He gives strength to the weary 
and increases the power of the weak.

³⁰ Even youths grow tired and weary, 
and young men stumble and fall;

³¹ but those who hope in the LORD 
will renew their strength. 
They will soar on wings like eagles; 
they will run and not grow weary, 
they will walk and not be faint.

Isaiah 40What a journey we have all been on ever since! My life has change beyond all recognition. 

Today Josh, Debs, Paul and I have been to London to the ballet. A beautiful day and a wonderful way to celebrate being alive 2 years after diagnosis.