Awake early this morning. Lots of thoughts going through my head. I have had a bit more energy again following the blood I was given last week and can glimpse life going back to normal again one day but it is still a long way off. This has been a long haul, I have been ill now for nearly 18 months and long for my life back. I am impatient at times and wish for this to all be a dream I can wake up from. It would be lovely to have days when I didn't think about illness at all. But this is where I am and I need to be reminded of all that I have got to be grateful for.

Today brings dialysis with Chloe. And hopefully a party afterwards at a friends house if I have enough energy and its not too icy. Only 2 more sleeps and I will have all my chicks in the nest! There is much to be grateful for.