Very tired again today - seems I can manage one busy day followed by one very not busy day! Ho hum! I shouldn't be so impatient at least I can now manage one busy day. Recovery is SO slow! I forget so quickly how poorly I have been and how amazing it is that I can do anything. This time last year I could manage one thing in a day and that one thing was usually tiny. The rest of the day was spent recovering. Yesterday I managed tidying, shopping, cooking, baking, flower arranging and making a wreath, bible study, washing, hoovering...... quite a normal day for most people but amazing for me. Today I have done - well nothing! Maybe I should share it out a bit!

In bible study yesterday it was good to be reminded that we worship an amazing God who does amazing things, and that prayer changes things. I, of all people, should never forget that. We can't understand his plans but he knows what he is doing. He sees the big picture - whilst we see only a glimpse here and now.

Well I had better be off and do something with my day. There are boxes everywhere - ho hum!