Today I read this on a blog

Two women met for coffee.
They talked about life—
things they were working through
and things they were learning.
They showed each other grace
and gave each other courage.
Even though neither of them
had all the answers,
they knew that God sure did.
So they laughed and cried
and shared their lives.
And in the end,
when their mugs were empty…
their hearts were full.

and it is so often what you are all bringing to me. You share your lives with me and I am so grateful. I am glad we don't know all the answers as it might be too much to cope with.

Yesterday was a really lovely day. I went to church with Josh and Paul. Then we went over to Saville gardens for lunch and a walk. The lunch was lovely the boys had roast dinner and I had salad. We managed to sit outside despite the wind. We then walked around the gardens enjoying the beginning of the autumn colours and the ending of the summer ones. It was the first outing for the wheelchair that Paul has bought on ebay. It is very comfy and enables me to get out and see the world!

Today brings dressing changes and tidying (as much as my low haemoglobin allows) I am very puffed now and hoping that I will have a transfusion tomorrow. We are meeting tomorrow with the oncologist so would appreciate your prayers for wisdom for the decisions that need to be made.