Having a slightly overwhelmed morning. I love life and every so often my thoughts turn to what if it ends soon. And I am sad. I am sure you can all imagine what that is like. I am assured that my name is written on His hands and that my future is secure but............ I love my life even now. I allow myself a couple of moments of sadness and then on to the day!

Today - pink! We are having a lunch together dressed in pink. I am looking forward to spending time with my lovely friends. Bible study today is about love - how appropriate for this time of year. I am aware how much I am loved - what a privilege.

Glad Ben's mock exams ends today. he hasn't been too stressed by them which is good. He is returning to being my singing, smiling boy again.