Yesterday I had a pity party - I forgot joy in each day and just felt sorry for myself. Sometimes I need reminding to look for the joy instead of seeing the problems. During dialysis my computer ran out of batteries towards the end of the film I was watching, the needles hurt more because it was a different nurse, the bleeding took ages to stop, my phone was running out of battery etc, etc, all little things but they made me grumpy. I went to bed still feeling slightly grumpy - why me! But when I woke in the night I remembered - why not me. It is so easy to fall into a pitiful state when actually life with all its fullness is good. Each day there is SO much to be thankful for and I so easily forget. I am thankful to the creator of the world for all he gives me each day - I just forget.

Today church and Saville Gardens for lunch. Hopefully daffodils.