So its here - last day of radiotherapy and another box ticked. I am very glad to have come to the end even though the treatment hasn't been hard the travelling back and forward to the hospital has been. It has highlighted the illness and reminded me constantly that I am ill. I am looking forward to a month of doing normal things before the chemo starts again.

I remain thankful for so much though and I am a different person because of this journey. I am so aware that God walks with me holding my hand, never letting me go. He knows the number of hairs on my head - yes even my newly growing hair! Thats how much he cares for me.

Yesterdays dialysis was fine and I had 2 units of blood and turned pink before their eyes! I always feel a bit strange as I have the blood thinking of the kind person who donated the blood so that I can live. It is strange to think it had been circulating in someone elses body before mine.

Today radiotherapy and then lunch out with my lovely husband - all being well.

Tomorrow very early physio so post may be later .