So February has arrived with a very grey day suitable for this dismal month!

I enjoyed coffee at work yesterday. It was so lovely to see everyone and to hear them all chatting. As time goes on I feel less part of their world. I also discovered that I am no longer being payed - I knew it was coming as I have had so much time off over the last 18 months. I now have to see Coperate Health and see what the next steps are. At this point there is no way I could work especially with at least 3 more months of chemo to go. Ho - Hum!

Today - dialysis with D followed by Ben's options evening. I am just hoping I can manage it. I so want to be a normal Mummy!