As Christians we still have many questions - just becoming a Christian doesn't answer them. The biggest question for me is WHY? And there is sometimes no answer that we can give this side of Heaven. I believe that God is in charge and that He knows what is best and that He sees the bigger picture but sometimes that is SO very hard for us to understand and we cry WHY? Today my friend will wait to hear that her daughter is OK after giving birth to her  baby who has died. My heart aches for them all. There are no words, no answers except to echo with Job - 'The Lord gives and the Lord takes away' Please pray for them. 

On a lighter note I did manage to sort out my thinking yesterday. I prioritised my day and tidied my bedroom, cleaned the bathroom, knitted a sleeve of a jumper and made shortbread! I also managed to tick off quite a few little jobs from my to do list; I sorted 3 piles, phoned the Drs, ordered serviettes and caught up on emails. Not too bad for  a Tuesday! 

Today I am meeting up with an 'old' school friend. She is coming a couple of hours on a train to meet me in Reading. It will be fun to catch up on news. I am also going to visit Debz H who lived with us last year to see her new flat. A lovely day.