Today is a day of swirling thoughts - you know those days when there is so much in your head but you can't quite get hold of your thoughts. Maybe I will just write a list of my swirling thoughts and you will see what a muddle they are!

• my bedroom is such a mess - it needs organising
• which lot of knitting shall I get on with
• how can I have a quiet day when I have so much mess around me 
• shall I make shortbread biscuits or cake today
• should I increase my BP tablets again even though I know that they make me feel sad - until I can get to see the Dr
• wishing it was sunny and I could sit in my garden not debate whether we need the heating on
• how do I hold living here and now and eternity in balance 
• thankful that I don't need to have dialysis 
• I need to put the tent away which is drying out in the front room before my friend comes for coffee this afternoon
• wishing I could sleep for a whole night and not have to wake 3 times for 'comfort breaks'
• looking forward to spending the day with Joy, Kit, Chloe and Talia on Saturday 
• shall I make a hair appointment for next week and shall i have my hair dyed or wait a bit longer 
• shall I start today with a shower or a bath 

So you see what a muddle I am in - I  need an organiser just for my thoughts! Any offers?