Josh is home -hurrah. It was lovely to have him home last night. We watched Strictly together tucked up in bed - yummy. This morning Paul is making cooked breakfast. Wish that was going to be yummy! Still struggling with everything tasting yuck. Woke a couple of times in the night with pain in my back from the injections for my white cells but thankfully paracetamol sorted it. Thank you for your prayers about that girlies.

Yesterday was a happy day. I am feeling much less grumpy again. I enjoyed bible study. It is such a joy to share your life with others and for them to share theirs.

I am 'enjoying' ( not sure that is the right word for a book on suffering) my book called 'God on Mute' It is reflecting what my experience has been and what my understanding of suffering is. It covers so many areas understanding how difficult it is to face unanswered prayers.

I am now noticing that my eyebrows are falling out. Luckily as I am fair it isn't very noticeable to others. Soon I won't have any hair on my body anywhere - saves money on haircuts and time from shaving. There have to be some advantages!!!!

Dialysis today with Josh. Looking forward to chatting with him. And more strictly tonight yippee hope I am back from dialysis in time. Do you think I can tell them I have an important date with the TV ?