Quite a difficult weekend in many ways. I am coming to the end of my book 'God on mute' and feel I am being challenged to keep holding on despite all that is happening around and to me. Thankfully God doesn't change despite everything else changing.

I am glad to say that I am feeling less sick today - hopefully I am coming to the end of the sickness for this chemo. It has been harder to cope with this time and I am eating very little.

This week holds visits from friends, patchwork, knitting,reading, bible study, Commonwealth games, Strictly, blood tests, dialysis and ends with Chloe and Kit at the weekend. I am aware that my haemoglobin is dropping again so I will be taking everything slowly until I can have a blood transfusion probably next week. Hopefully my white cell count is picking up so I am less vulnerable to germs.