So it's Friday again - how did that happen? This week has gone so quickly. I am enjoying the signs of Autumn and grateful for the sunshine yesterday. Grateful for my warm house and especially for my new electric blanket- why have I not had one before? It's good my grumpy mood of yesterday has gone.

Josh comes home for the weekend - yippee! We also have bible study here today. I am looking forward to spending time with the girlies. And best of all STRICTLY starts!

I am reading a book 'God on Mute' and this morning I was reminded that Jesus knows my pain - he understands where I am coming from. He knows the anguish of facing death and asked God to take it away. If he can be so honest then so can I. I love my life and want to live. I want to be there for all those moments in my childrens lives. All you Mums and Dads will know what I mean. So I continue with treatment and battle with side effects and trust that the Creator of the world has the best plan for us all.