I am looking forward to the day I can write dialysis - straightforward! Yesterday was a bit yucky again. Needling sore but fine - dropped my blood pressure half way through and was very sick. Then my blood started to clot in the tubes which raised the pressure in my fistula making it likely to blow so dialysis had to stop half an hour early. However I didn't bleed for long which was very good. Dr C came to see me as i was a long time finishing and was happy for me to have chemo today even with my cold as long as I felt I could manage. So number 2 chemo today.

I was very grumpy yesterday morning - poor Paul. I am struggling with the length of time this is all taking and just want to be able to get on with my life. I know the end is in sight but it still feels a long way off. Patience is still something I need to work on!

My girlie is home tonight for 12 days yippee! I am looking forward to spending time with her. Then at the weekend - all here. Lovely!