I loved the wedding yesterday and cried throughout! Anyone who knows me well will know I cry at the tiniest things - so no surprises then. I am thinking I am going to need a large handbag for Josh's wedding - to hold the tissues! It was a very beautiful wedding and they looked so happy. It has made me even more excited for our wedding - if that was possible!

I am so tired at the moment - I am sleeping ok but still wake exhausted. This is due to chemo and very low blood count. I am hoping they have arranged for a blood transfusion today. I did ask them to cross match my blood so hopefully they will have sorted it out. This should really help along with the chemo slowly leaving my body and recovering from its effects.

Today is Paul's birthday - Happy Birthday my lovely husband. We are hoping to go out to lunch with Joy and Matt tomorrow - it is also Matt's birthday today. Happy Birthday lovely brother-in-law.

Today dialysis - hopefully all fine like Thursday. It is my last time with Chloe for a while. We are hoping to play games today. It has been lovely having her home for 12 days. I will miss her loads when she goes back tomorrow.