Yesterday when out for coffee we saw 2 people who I knew from the school gates. They smiled said hello and asked how we were. Luckily (for them) we were on our way home so I just said - fine. I never quite know what to say now when people who don't know what has been happening ask me how I am. I am sure they didn't want to hear my life story but to just say fine some how doesn't seem right either. Occasionally I have said - 'I have been very poorly but I am much better now'. The trouble with that is they usually then ask - oh what has been wrong? And it is such a long story and to miss any bit some how seems to miss the opportunity of speaking of what God has done. So sometimes - I am fine is enough!

Sleep is still evading me. I am very tired when I go to sleep but I wake frequently and this week I have been waking in a panic. I have no idea what I am feeling panicky about I am just feeling panicky. It feels like there are things I need to do that I haven't done but I don't know what they are. Hey - ho! Maybe this is just part of the recovery journey?

Today coffee with 2 friends, some tidying, cooking and housegroup this evening all being well.