So today I want to be present in each moment. To treasure each moment given to me as a gift and be grateful for it. I have been struggling lately feeling slightly sorry for myself. I have had enough of being ill. I would like to wake in the morning and be better! I would like to go to to work, go shopping and come home and fix tea. Then tidy up a bit and do some gardening and go to bed tired and happy. Instead I can choose just one thing which will then take all my energy and that is all I can manage. It is frustrating! But today I will rejoice in that one thing and be happy. I will treasure the company of friends, the sunshine and live to today fully present in the moment.

See last blog for details of the consultant visit. Hopefully I have the rest of this month without chemo and then 3 months with chemo and then I am finished.

Today physio (if the physio is back) and dialysis with D. My one thing is to make tea in the slow cooker for later.

I hope you can all be present in your days enjoying all that you can do. Please don't take it forgranted that you can drive your children to school, go shopping for food, cook your tea, go to work, walk your dogs, do your ironing, tidy your house etc..... all is a gift and you never know when you may not be able to do it.