Dialysis day again. And hopefully a plan for tamoxifen. I slept for the whole night for the first time since September. I feel much better for it. I have woken up actually not feeling tired. Hurrah! I have also stopped one of the BP drugs which i am sure was giving me side effects.

This weekend is going to be a bit different. Chloe is going away for the weekend to Cornwall. (hoping to have lovely sunshine) and Paul is going up to London for the weekend for the first night of the proms. My lovely sisters are coming to help me. Kitty is coming to stay for the weekend. I am really looking forward to spending time with her.

My hair appears to have stopped falling out. My family are calling me Tin-tin as I have a big quiff on the top of my head. I am going to be seeing the wig lady on Tuesday. I am quite looking forward to trying on wigs - not something I have ever done before. I am getting better at tying the scarves.

I am feeling quite distant from life as it appears to be going on around me. Hopefully the drug I have been given to increase my red blood cells will be working soon and I will start to be able to do more.

I hope you all have happy Thursdays. Remember to treasure each and every day as you never know what is around the corner. I have been thinking a lot about the importance of how we live each day - it is so easy to take everything we have forgranted until it is taken away. I am so glad that I can find so much to be joyful in, in every day.